Every single day I wonder why you couldn't stay a little longer. I wonder where you would be at in your life now a wife, kids.
There is not a day that goes by without me thinking of you or missing you. I miss your laugh, I miss how you called me a brat, I miss how you would call almost everyone crack heads, I miss everything about you.
You were the best cousin that any little girl could hope for, it didn't matter to you that there was a large age gap between us you still made me feel like one of the big kids. You were more of a brother to me though than a big cousin to me.
When I graduated I didn't just walk across that stage just for me but also you. You didn't make it to graduation so I had you with me, I took a piece of one of your shirts and had it sown into my gown so I had you with me.
I miss you so much and I will always carry you with me in my heart. I will see you again and that day will be such a happy day because I get to see you. Even though you passed away in 2004 every day it still hurts they say that time heals all wounds but not ones like this. The day you got your angel wings is the day that I lost my cousin, brother, and best friend. I love and miss you and I will see you again.